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krispen- Honorary Pchynatic
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aw...youre too humble chan
chanrakter- Honorary Pchynatic
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krispen wrote:aw...youre too humble chan
Really? Why thanks!
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krispen- Honorary Pchynatic
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no, not really..
well you are a writer right? that would be a way to brush up on one of your many skills...
well you are a writer right? that would be a way to brush up on one of your many skills...
chanrakter- Honorary Pchynatic
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krispen wrote:no, not really..
well you are a writer right? that would be a way to brush up on one of your many skills...
Indeed!
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A heart that has never learnt to love is weak
--- Kop Koon Gan Lae Gan by Witwisit Hiranyawongkul
krispen- Honorary Pchynatic
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so, serpentine, we'll be waiting for your story, ayt?
noiraileserpentine- Pchy's Fan
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Re: TLOS a part of your life(share it here)
by noiraileserpentine on November 3rd 2009, 1:32 am
Ok po...still working on it...hehehehe...
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cant wait to read it 
julipych- Pchy's Lover
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Wow! I've been missing a lot already!
To Raj- Kudos!
Well, this kind of "realization" or "change" na nangyari sa tin because of TLOS ay hindi na nakakapagtaka. Most of us, after mapanuod ang film ay parang nagising sa katotohanan. Katotohanan? Maybe within yourself or with others.
Recently, while I was writing my blog about my previous age, dun ko narealize na ang dami palang epekto ng TLOS sa buong pagkatao ko. Haha!
I used to be the girl who suffered from a heart-breaking situation because of her BF who chose to be with a gay then suddenly she found herself falling in love with a gay.
SO what's the point, I used to be a gay-hater pero I can't believe na mapapamahal din ako sa isang gay.. (Just like ying?!)
pero here's the thing, kahit ano man yang epekto na yan, the point is, natulungan tayo ng nito pero I guess, tayo MISMO ang tumulong sa sarili natin, tayo ang nagdecide eh!
(wala na naman ako sa hulog, pasensya na...)
To Raj- Kudos!
Well, this kind of "realization" or "change" na nangyari sa tin because of TLOS ay hindi na nakakapagtaka. Most of us, after mapanuod ang film ay parang nagising sa katotohanan. Katotohanan? Maybe within yourself or with others.
Recently, while I was writing my blog about my previous age, dun ko narealize na ang dami palang epekto ng TLOS sa buong pagkatao ko. Haha!
I used to be the girl who suffered from a heart-breaking situation because of her BF who chose to be with a gay then suddenly she found herself falling in love with a gay.
SO what's the point, I used to be a gay-hater pero I can't believe na mapapamahal din ako sa isang gay.. (Just like ying?!) pero here's the thing, kahit ano man yang epekto na yan, the point is, natulungan tayo ng nito pero I guess, tayo MISMO ang tumulong sa sarili natin, tayo ang nagdecide eh!
(wala na naman ako sa hulog, pasensya na...)
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your face is always glowing
your voice is my melody
you smile stays in my memory"
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chanrakter- Honorary Pchynatic
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julipych wrote:Wow! I've been missing a lot already!
To Raj- Kudos!
Well, this kind of "realization" or "change" na nangyari sa tin because of TLOS ay hindi na nakakapagtaka. Most of us, after mapanuod ang film ay parang nagising sa katotohanan. Katotohanan? Maybe within yourself or with others.
Recently, while I was writing my blog about my previous age, dun ko narealize na ang dami palang epekto ng TLOS sa buong pagkatao ko. Haha!
I used to be the girl who suffered from a heart-breaking situation because of her BF who chose to be with a gay then suddenly she found herself falling in love with a gay.
pero here's the thing, kahit ano man yang epekto na yan, the point is, natulungan tayo ng nito pero I guess, tayo MISMO ang tumulong sa sarili natin, tayo ang nagdecide eh!
(wala na naman ako sa hulog, pasensya na...)
Awww! More power to you, dear!
Indeed, we should let ourselves decide.
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A heart that has never learnt to love is weak
--- Kop Koon Gan Lae Gan by Witwisit Hiranyawongkul
julipych- Pchy's Lover
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chanrakter wrote:julipych wrote:Wow! I've been missing a lot already!
To Raj- Kudos!
Well, this kind of "realization" or "change" na nangyari sa tin because of TLOS ay hindi na nakakapagtaka. Most of us, after mapanuod ang film ay parang nagising sa katotohanan. Katotohanan? Maybe within yourself or with others.
Recently, while I was writing my blog about my previous age, dun ko narealize na ang dami palang epekto ng TLOS sa buong pagkatao ko. Haha!
I used to be the girl who suffered from a heart-breaking situation because of her BF who chose to be with a gay then suddenly she found herself falling in love with a gay.
pero here's the thing, kahit ano man yang epekto na yan, the point is, natulungan tayo ng nito pero I guess, tayo MISMO ang tumulong sa sarili natin, tayo ang nagdecide eh!
(wala na naman ako sa hulog, pasensya na...)
Awww! More power to you, dear!
Indeed, we should let ourselves decide.
Yes ma soeur! I need more power!
Thanks, anyway!
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"your eyes are alluring
your face is always glowing
your voice is my melody
you smile stays in my memory"
Thanks a million to Clive for this lovely siggy!
chanrakter- Honorary Pchynatic
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julipych wrote:chanrakter wrote:julipych wrote:Wow! I've been missing a lot already!
To Raj- Kudos!
Well, this kind of "realization" or "change" na nangyari sa tin because of TLOS ay hindi na nakakapagtaka. Most of us, after mapanuod ang film ay parang nagising sa katotohanan. Katotohanan? Maybe within yourself or with others.
Recently, while I was writing my blog about my previous age, dun ko narealize na ang dami palang epekto ng TLOS sa buong pagkatao ko. Haha!
I used to be the girl who suffered from a heart-breaking situation because of her BF who chose to be with a gay then suddenly she found herself falling in love with a gay.
pero here's the thing, kahit ano man yang epekto na yan, the point is, natulungan tayo ng nito pero I guess, tayo MISMO ang tumulong sa sarili natin, tayo ang nagdecide eh!
(wala na naman ako sa hulog, pasensya na...)
Awww! More power to you, dear!
Indeed, we should let ourselves decide.
Yes ma soeur! I need more power!
Thanks, anyway!
Very, very welcome!
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หัวใจที่ไม่เคยเรียนรู้ที่จะรักนั้นอ่อนแอ
A heart that has never learnt to love is weak
--- Kop Koon Gan Lae Gan by Witwisit Hiranyawongkul
zydrelle- Pchyholic
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noiraileserpentine wrote:Hi! I also wanted to share a story of my life...but I'm not good at writing stories...
noiraileserpentine!!ITS OKAY.. WE DON'T MIND..
zydrelle- Pchyholic
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Age: 18
Location: quezon city, Philippines
Registration date: 2009-09-28
julipych wrote:Wow! I've been missing a lot already!
To Raj- Kudos!
Well, this kind of "realization" or "change" na nangyari sa tin because of TLOS ay hindi na nakakapagtaka. Most of us, after mapanuod ang film ay parang nagising sa katotohanan. Katotohanan? Maybe within yourself or with others.
Recently, while I was writing my blog about my previous age, dun ko narealize na ang dami palang epekto ng TLOS sa buong pagkatao ko. Haha!
I used to be the girl who suffered from a heart-breaking situation because of her BF who chose to be with a gay then suddenly she found herself falling in love with a gay.
pero here's the thing, kahit ano man yang epekto na yan, the point is, natulungan tayo ng nito pero I guess, tayo MISMO ang tumulong sa sarili natin, tayo ang nagdecide eh!
(wala na naman ako sa hulog, pasensya na...)
tama!!!
noiraileserpentine- Pchy's Fan
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Re: TLOS a part of your life(share it here)
by noiraileserpentine on November 12th 2009, 6:37 pm
this is my story:
First year high school ako nun nang ma-meet ko ang isa sa naging closest friend ko. Let's just call him JR for now. During our first year naging super close kami kasi we had the same interests. Na-meet ko na rin ang family nya that time. Naging close rin ako sa mother niya and his younger brother. He was my best buddy that time.
Nung damating na ang second year, naging classmate ko ulit siya. Nung school year na yon ako tuluyang naging sobrang emotionally attached ako sa kanya. Yung tipong ang turing ko sa kanya eh asawa na. Eh pano naman, ako rin naman ang gusto nyang makasama lagi. Siguro sobrang close nga kami, sa akin lang siya sobrang kumportable.
Dumating din yung panahon na I bought him some gifts, at sa awa ng Diyos eh di naman siya nagduda sa motibo ko. I knew I liked him so much that time, pero di ko kayang aminin sa sarili ko na mahal ko na siya na higit pa sa kaibigan. Nung nagkaroon siya ng panibagong girlfriend that time, I got so devastated. Feeling ko inabandon nya na ko. I felt cheated [feeling ko naman naging kami! LOL]. Nawala ako sa wisho non at nawala din sa landas.
Third year nalipat ako sa ibang section. Nagkahiwalay kami. That time, nawala din sa focus ko siya kaya nakabawi ako sa mga magulang ko. Dun nakilala ko naman ang girl na sa una gusto ko lang tapos nang malaunan nahulog na rin ang loob ko. Nilagawan ko yung girl at naging close din kami kahit papano. Tumigil lang akong manligawan nung napansin ko na mas gusto nya yung isa kong pang barkada na close din nya. I also felt bad and heart broken nung nagdesisyon akong wag na siyang ligawan. Nanghinayang lang ako nung lumapit sa akin yung mga friends nya galit na nagtanong na bakit ako tumigil, eh sasagutin na rin naman nya ako. Sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko na baka di talaga kami sa isa't isa. At isa pa, baka din rin boto sa kin ang family nya since I'm quite effeminate. She was the only daughter and had several brothers.
Fourth Year bumalik ako sa first section with JR. That time I tried not to involve my heart with our friendship. But I can't help myself falling for him again especially when he always made me feel that I am special for him as well. May mga sweet gestures siya sa kin whenever we're alone together. Yung tipong pang GF_BF thing. Hanggang ngayon misteryo pa rin sa kin kung bakit parang ka-relasyon rin ang turing nya sa akin nung mga panahon non, at patago pa.
Now, more than ten years had already passed. Meo got his own family now. I finally lead a normal third gender's life. I have a BF right now, and we're already on the 6th our year this December. I must admit that the relationship I have with my current BF is far from perfect. The girl I dated has also her own family now, married to the guy na pinagselosan ko.
I somehow saw my high school life when I watched LoS. It gave me back my frustration to be loved by someone who knows me inside out. Someone who will also love me unconditionally. Someone who will respect not only the love we have to each other but also me as a person - whether it a guy or a girl. I tried to look for that someone, not realizing na ang makakapagbigay lang pala sa kin ng ganon klaseng love eh ang sarili ko at ang family ko.
*sigh*
I'm writing the full details of my story, kaso I have to recall every details pa.
Ayan, I have a heavy heart again, reminiscing my previous years. Tsk.
First year high school ako nun nang ma-meet ko ang isa sa naging closest friend ko. Let's just call him JR for now. During our first year naging super close kami kasi we had the same interests. Na-meet ko na rin ang family nya that time. Naging close rin ako sa mother niya and his younger brother. He was my best buddy that time.
Nung damating na ang second year, naging classmate ko ulit siya. Nung school year na yon ako tuluyang naging sobrang emotionally attached ako sa kanya. Yung tipong ang turing ko sa kanya eh asawa na. Eh pano naman, ako rin naman ang gusto nyang makasama lagi. Siguro sobrang close nga kami, sa akin lang siya sobrang kumportable.
Dumating din yung panahon na I bought him some gifts, at sa awa ng Diyos eh di naman siya nagduda sa motibo ko. I knew I liked him so much that time, pero di ko kayang aminin sa sarili ko na mahal ko na siya na higit pa sa kaibigan. Nung nagkaroon siya ng panibagong girlfriend that time, I got so devastated. Feeling ko inabandon nya na ko. I felt cheated [feeling ko naman naging kami! LOL]. Nawala ako sa wisho non at nawala din sa landas.
Third year nalipat ako sa ibang section. Nagkahiwalay kami. That time, nawala din sa focus ko siya kaya nakabawi ako sa mga magulang ko. Dun nakilala ko naman ang girl na sa una gusto ko lang tapos nang malaunan nahulog na rin ang loob ko. Nilagawan ko yung girl at naging close din kami kahit papano. Tumigil lang akong manligawan nung napansin ko na mas gusto nya yung isa kong pang barkada na close din nya. I also felt bad and heart broken nung nagdesisyon akong wag na siyang ligawan. Nanghinayang lang ako nung lumapit sa akin yung mga friends nya galit na nagtanong na bakit ako tumigil, eh sasagutin na rin naman nya ako. Sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko na baka di talaga kami sa isa't isa. At isa pa, baka din rin boto sa kin ang family nya since I'm quite effeminate. She was the only daughter and had several brothers.
Fourth Year bumalik ako sa first section with JR. That time I tried not to involve my heart with our friendship. But I can't help myself falling for him again especially when he always made me feel that I am special for him as well. May mga sweet gestures siya sa kin whenever we're alone together. Yung tipong pang GF_BF thing. Hanggang ngayon misteryo pa rin sa kin kung bakit parang ka-relasyon rin ang turing nya sa akin nung mga panahon non, at patago pa.
Now, more than ten years had already passed. Meo got his own family now. I finally lead a normal third gender's life. I have a BF right now, and we're already on the 6th our year this December. I must admit that the relationship I have with my current BF is far from perfect. The girl I dated has also her own family now, married to the guy na pinagselosan ko.
I somehow saw my high school life when I watched LoS. It gave me back my frustration to be loved by someone who knows me inside out. Someone who will also love me unconditionally. Someone who will respect not only the love we have to each other but also me as a person - whether it a guy or a girl. I tried to look for that someone, not realizing na ang makakapagbigay lang pala sa kin ng ganon klaseng love eh ang sarili ko at ang family ko.
*sigh*
I'm writing the full details of my story, kaso I have to recall every details pa.
Ayan, I have a heavy heart again, reminiscing my previous years. Tsk.
chanrakter- Honorary Pchynatic
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noiraileserpentine wrote:this is my story:
First year high school ako nun nang ma-meet ko ang isa sa naging closest friend ko. Let's just call him JR for now. During our first year naging super close kami kasi we had the same interests. Na-meet ko na rin ang family nya that time. Naging close rin ako sa mother niya and his younger brother. He was my best buddy that time.
Nung damating na ang second year, naging classmate ko ulit siya. Nung school year na yon ako tuluyang naging sobrang emotionally attached ako sa kanya. Yung tipong ang turing ko sa kanya eh asawa na. Eh pano naman, ako rin naman ang gusto nyang makasama lagi. Siguro sobrang close nga kami, sa akin lang siya sobrang kumportable.
Dumating din yung panahon na I bought him some gifts, at sa awa ng Diyos eh di naman siya nagduda sa motibo ko. I knew I liked him so much that time, pero di ko kayang aminin sa sarili ko na mahal ko na siya na higit pa sa kaibigan. Nung nagkaroon siya ng panibagong girlfriend that time, I got so devastated. Feeling ko inabandon nya na ko. I felt cheated [feeling ko naman naging kami! LOL]. Nawala ako sa wisho non at nawala din sa landas.
Third year nalipat ako sa ibang section. Nagkahiwalay kami. That time, nawala din sa focus ko siya kaya nakabawi ako sa mga magulang ko. Dun nakilala ko naman ang girl na sa una gusto ko lang tapos nang malaunan nahulog na rin ang loob ko. Nilagawan ko yung girl at naging close din kami kahit papano. Tumigil lang akong manligawan nung napansin ko na mas gusto nya yung isa kong pang barkada na close din nya. I also felt bad and heart broken nung nagdesisyon akong wag na siyang ligawan. Nanghinayang lang ako nung lumapit sa akin yung mga friends nya galit na nagtanong na bakit ako tumigil, eh sasagutin na rin naman nya ako. Sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko na baka di talaga kami sa isa't isa. At isa pa, baka din rin boto sa kin ang family nya since I'm quite effeminate. She was the only daughter and had several brothers.
Fourth Year bumalik ako sa first section with JR. That time I tried not to involve my heart with our friendship. But I can't help myself falling for him again especially when he always made me feel that I am special for him as well. May mga sweet gestures siya sa kin whenever we're alone together. Yung tipong pang GF_BF thing. Hanggang ngayon misteryo pa rin sa kin kung bakit parang ka-relasyon rin ang turing nya sa akin nung mga panahon non, at patago pa.
Now, more than ten years had already passed. Meo got his own family now. I finally lead a normal third gender's life. I have a BF right now, and we're already on the 6th our year this December. I must admit that the relationship I have with my current BF is far from perfect. The girl I dated has also her own family now, married to the guy na pinagselosan ko.
I somehow saw my high school life when I watched LoS. It gave me back my frustration to be loved by someone who knows me inside out. Someone who will also love me unconditionally. Someone who will respect not only the love we have to each other but also me as a person - whether it a guy or a girl. I tried to look for that someone, not realizing na ang makakapagbigay lang pala sa kin ng ganon klaseng love eh ang sarili ko at ang family ko.
*sigh*
I'm writing the full details of my story, kaso I have to recall every details pa.
Ayan, I have a heavy heart again, reminiscing my previous years. Tsk.
OMG! That's actually quite a poignant story.
Well, as TLoS says, as long as you love, there's hope. Who knows? Baka yang current mo, to use an overused expression, "is it".
Alam ko yang feeling na parang super close ka to someone pero hindi pala ikaw ang gusto niya (Happened to me). It does hurt a little, but parang it was okay knowing na happy naman siya.
Immense thanks for sharing your story!
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A heart that has never learnt to love is weak
--- Kop Koon Gan Lae Gan by Witwisit Hiranyawongkul